I still think of this girl...you know what irks me....I keep thinking "what if?" she wasn't playing with me and genuinely just thought Farrangs had loads of money?
What really tears me up is the look on her face when I told her I wanted to be alone....some nights I can't sleep because of that face...I just keep thinking what if? and how blunt I was.
Fuck why do I have to feel this shitty!?!?
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